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interesting development
Saturday, July 5th, 2025 08:45 pmi exit my room for one moment to get something to cool me off, only to unexpectedly sneak upon a conversation with my mom and her old coworker. not a current one, someone who quit a while back. not anybody i knew while working there either, so ive only met this woman a few times when randomly shopping and all of those interactions were most definitely less than 2 minutes. so this is a person who knows nothing about me, my life, my behavior, not a single thing.
she hadnt even known my mom for that long before i started hearing about how she constantly compliments her and is almost.. weirdly obsessed with my mom. she said many times how jealous she was and how she wished my mom was her mom (gee, in OUR dreams, buddy). i always found it very strange and kinda funny because of how WRONG this woman is about whatever she thinks, however my mom is portraying herself to these people. but it was also really weird. i guess she has problems of her own and constantly used my mom to vent and even said she wanted to live with us at some point. yeah i dont think so.
so anyway, with that context, i go out of my room and end up hearing this phone conversation. i dont know how my mom completely seemed to not notice me as i made some noise, at first i made no attempt to hide myself because i figured it was a random phone call. but instead, as i leave, i hear she is talking about me to this woman. obviously not positively. i just about lost my breath when i heard this woman tell my mom, “you should stop buying her food. dont bring any food home, and eventually she will be forced to find her own money to get food.”
excuse me? what kind of devious plans are being made against me all the time? it already seems like my mom actively tries to sabotage whatever i do (such as attempting to cancel my therapy appointments, yes, she tried that and failed because.. you cant cancel MY appointments), but now theres a discussion about starving me? this is in the middle of me receiving a work exemption form from my therapist, by the way, that my mom was telling me to get. so, you tell me to hurry and get a work exemption form, yet you talk behind my back about starving me and forcing me to find my own money and food. HOW EXACTLY?
this is what i mean when i often say things are against me here, there is literally always a plan to try and fuck me over somehow all because i exist, i guess. its not like we often have tons of food in the house anyway. ive been lucky enough to have friends who have offered to send me food and have been very generous to me even from different states. maybe i can ESCAPE with them too.
she hadnt even known my mom for that long before i started hearing about how she constantly compliments her and is almost.. weirdly obsessed with my mom. she said many times how jealous she was and how she wished my mom was her mom (gee, in OUR dreams, buddy). i always found it very strange and kinda funny because of how WRONG this woman is about whatever she thinks, however my mom is portraying herself to these people. but it was also really weird. i guess she has problems of her own and constantly used my mom to vent and even said she wanted to live with us at some point. yeah i dont think so.
so anyway, with that context, i go out of my room and end up hearing this phone conversation. i dont know how my mom completely seemed to not notice me as i made some noise, at first i made no attempt to hide myself because i figured it was a random phone call. but instead, as i leave, i hear she is talking about me to this woman. obviously not positively. i just about lost my breath when i heard this woman tell my mom, “you should stop buying her food. dont bring any food home, and eventually she will be forced to find her own money to get food.”
excuse me? what kind of devious plans are being made against me all the time? it already seems like my mom actively tries to sabotage whatever i do (such as attempting to cancel my therapy appointments, yes, she tried that and failed because.. you cant cancel MY appointments), but now theres a discussion about starving me? this is in the middle of me receiving a work exemption form from my therapist, by the way, that my mom was telling me to get. so, you tell me to hurry and get a work exemption form, yet you talk behind my back about starving me and forcing me to find my own money and food. HOW EXACTLY?
this is what i mean when i often say things are against me here, there is literally always a plan to try and fuck me over somehow all because i exist, i guess. its not like we often have tons of food in the house anyway. ive been lucky enough to have friends who have offered to send me food and have been very generous to me even from different states. maybe i can ESCAPE with them too.
