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flatbearzi. am. literally. the worst.
its been since fall since ive posted anything on this goddamn website because i cant be fucked to get on my computer and do simple things. i shouldnt beat myself up for it, honestly im not mad. just a bit of bonking myself in the head. but cmon, its been forever. i think the last update i gave was after my kmfdm concert in october. since then.. a lot has happened.
november.. i dont know. december.. christmas? i keep buying books and i got HARLAN ELLISON PERFUMES yes that exists. they smell like essential oils. ill mainly have them as a collectors item but i will wear them on a special occasion. if i ever visited his house or something id wear them, for example, i dunno. it has to be specifically to do with him, that just fits. which will be either forever away or never. i got a bookshelf for my books. some presents, like a necklace holder. i dunno.
january.. one of my best friends came back into my life, which ive never been more grateful. it was a busy end of the month for january. but i had high hopes for 2025 and i knew i was correct. so far, besides my life at home (which is always the same shit), its been good in terms of my social groups. i keep getting more books, able to purchase things ive never been able to get before when i was younger (that also counts for 2024 with the concerts). year of change.
february.. so far so good. i had my birthday on the 23rd and i am now 22. i think i say this everytime i get older about my last age but i kinda miss being 21, i feel like the number works. 22 is strange. but this means ill be 23 next year which is my favorite lucky number. MY number. so lets keep going to achieve it. i am buying more books, 2 being shipped to me right now to expand my collections. (especially harlan)
its been since fall since ive posted anything on this goddamn website because i cant be fucked to get on my computer and do simple things. i shouldnt beat myself up for it, honestly im not mad. just a bit of bonking myself in the head. but cmon, its been forever. i think the last update i gave was after my kmfdm concert in october. since then.. a lot has happened.
november.. i dont know. december.. christmas? i keep buying books and i got HARLAN ELLISON PERFUMES yes that exists. they smell like essential oils. ill mainly have them as a collectors item but i will wear them on a special occasion. if i ever visited his house or something id wear them, for example, i dunno. it has to be specifically to do with him, that just fits. which will be either forever away or never. i got a bookshelf for my books. some presents, like a necklace holder. i dunno.
january.. one of my best friends came back into my life, which ive never been more grateful. it was a busy end of the month for january. but i had high hopes for 2025 and i knew i was correct. so far, besides my life at home (which is always the same shit), its been good in terms of my social groups. i keep getting more books, able to purchase things ive never been able to get before when i was younger (that also counts for 2024 with the concerts). year of change.
february.. so far so good. i had my birthday on the 23rd and i am now 22. i think i say this everytime i get older about my last age but i kinda miss being 21, i feel like the number works. 22 is strange. but this means ill be 23 next year which is my favorite lucky number. MY number. so lets keep going to achieve it. i am buying more books, 2 being shipped to me right now to expand my collections. (especially harlan)
