welcome to my attempt at starting a digital journal... for real. everytime i make one of these, i typically end up deleting everything just because i either wasnt satisfied with what i wrote, or i didnt like how it looked. even in physical journals, ill end up ripping out the pages until something is perfect.. but that never lasts either. i want to try my best to actually use one of these, and a digital one is easier than a physical notebook.. because i dont have to really get out of bed to write in it. i am someone who loses motivation really quickly, or even forgets about things entirely.

im also someone who doesnt really open up easily, i guess. for some reason, i get nervous about sharing more personal thoughts or venting. maybe because i dont like to worry people. im gonna try to vent here when needed and be more vulnerable. no need to worry about me, anyway.